An impatient heart losing it's balance,
Known trigger shooting without senses,
Gathering each day the scattered pieces,
Regaining my sanity without any semblance!
Eventual ending would leave gaping hole,
Everyday churning is just hyperbole,
Tired hope wears my emotional sole,
Thirsting acceptance to become alive whole!
Perhaps its all an imaginary castle,
Conflicting inner twin with justified rastle,
Deluded assumptions is my heart's hassle,
Denying every moment with bow and tassel!
Show mercy to quieten this aching howl,
Give strength to survive if's it's run afoul,
Save my spirit to hide from my scowl,
Acknowledge my love to fulfill my soul!